Tuesday, July 11, 2023

Depressed today

 Everything seems 5x harder.  Boss finally admitted she read my note from weeks ago and will (condescend to) train me.  Also made a big point I am NOT helping them out even though they hate this job.  So that is tiring.

Going to do some Bible reading before I go back.  

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Heather I know you have been focusing on handouts, but please consider using some of your down time to look for different jobs. When you talk about getting yelled at by coworkers and managers it reminds me of the old days when Ron yelled at you in public about little things that didn't matter at all. You say you don't want to end up in another abusive relationship - but frankly it sounds like you might already be in one with your employer! Just give it some thought. Job hunting is stressful and scary but you deserve better than what you are getting.

Also - I think you should check into Vocational Rehab services, since you have a disability I think they will help with job training and interviews for no cost to you. AA

Heather Knits said...

I'm going to see if I can find a job at a church or Bible bookstore those would be ideal.

Anonymous said...

Too bad you're not Catholic you could become a nun

Heather Knits said...

Well that's the thing; I think God may want me to remarry one day. And the Bible says 2 things that contradict, that a widow should remarry and that she should not.

Between us I just have the really odd feeling he will have kids, like older ones.