The one from about 5-3 years ago had me weeping on the bus. Not sobbing just the occasional tear. Thank God I had brought my hanky. I think it was sleep deprivation and my allergy pill.
And the music. Not really Ron's death I think. I think it was more the stuff I listened to during my caregiving like "Under the Pressure". Not the one by Queen the one by The Score.
Anyway bad old days. When I listen to some of that music I think what would a movie or even a music video of those days look like? Scenes of me frantic and Ron drinking with his pills.
I got a rare iced coffee when I got to work. I don't like Starbucks iced coffee at least the one I had in CA. I prefer something with a little cream. So that is onboard. I put all my stuff up except for what I will use today.
I weighed myself and down 4 pounds if I recall correctly. That was a while ago this morning.
Hopefully they have fixed the bathroom. Really sick of walking across the store every time.
That's it for now.
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