One thing that struck me about Mike was when he told me he knew a cheap cremation place. That was the one regret I had today - I pretty much said all the nice things I would have liked to say, that's a policy of mine - but I never got the name of the place and at the rate Ron is going I will need that number.
So I spent some time digging up (pardon the pun) a place and bookmarked it so, God forbid, when the day arrives I have a place to call. Then the depression started leaking in.
I am going to miss him. He was a good ally and listened without judging. I could tell him about a blackout of Ron's or something the cats did and he always listened.
He was also a hard worker and I feel we are going to miss him in that regard as well (he worked for the other vendor). The other people are just not as diligent.
On another note, I did try the probiotics on Mama & company. They ate them up, literally. So that's good. I ate and took my pills. I need to check the mail in about 10 minutes.
Once I do that I will clean the boxes and take that out. Then I can take off my bra.
Ron chose not to make an appointment for tomorrow. But he could still call and get worked in (it is a large practice), take a cab, if he wanted so I will be ready. He may choose to go Wednesday after we get our soda delivery, or Thursday.
I will keep doctoring the leg and I am getting him to eat a fair amount of protein + multivitamin and Vitamin C so hopefully that will turn the tide.
I hope I am able to - OK with the depression. I can handle some and remain functional but I hope it is not a big one. I will have to see.
I just have some heaviness and sadness which will not prevent me from remaining functional but it just goes to show how fast something can happen.
I am sure when Mike left his house this morning he had no idea he would never return.
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