The utility worker came out to work on the meter. The hole where the meter goes was full of water. Not something I wanted to see. I am hoping it is because he was working on it but I may need to call the company to come out again.
ANXIETY. Ugh.
I am a calm and peaceful person: I think I can do affirmations like this and not counteract my faith. It is going to be OK. Just a lot of moving pieces.
I did get my shower and filled up my water. Now I just need to fill up my water jugs and do some laundry.
God has my back. Can I say it again how much I really hate plumbing problems?
Going to add to this. The longer I live without Ron the more I see how much I need God in my life. Things can and will be so overwhelming even with Him, I can't imagine life without Him. My faith is very important to me.
One reason I told God to "dry it up (sexual desire)" some time ago. I want to be in God's will and I am not ready to share my life again, if ever. And the Biblical model says I get married first as well. And sexual sin would separate me from God.
Now that you are completely traumatized by my little tangent...I think I can handle things on my own: I cannot. I think I can rely on basic things like transportation, traffic lights, work, etc. I cannot. I can only depend on God to carry me through whatever it is in my life.
And I really hope this helps someone one day. Now I'm done.
I feel better now finally got the clothes done and filled up my emergency water jugs (should have been filled before this). Next up I will take a nap... hope I can beat this headache.
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