Mom asked me for more items on my wish list so I put some watches up. I can use a new watch, she has some cute, cheap, options now.
I slept OK but woke up depressed. I am listening to uplifting music at home. Sadly I cannot at work but they do play "some" music on the overhead.
I noted recently they were playing an old country music song "almost home" about a guy who "saves" a homeless man from certain death only to be told the man wished he'd r ather died. Ron could so relate and used to sob like a child during the chorus, so that's hard for me when it comes on. But Ron was ready to go to heaven and he's there now, I am taken care of so it 's OK.
But additional triggers not just the usual holly jolly stuff. Speaking of I am wearing one of my santa shirts, this one does not have a hood so I can't see them objecting to it.
Work was OK last night. I am just tired it has been a long week. Another long day today and then ride home on the bus. I have my lunch packed, I brought my medication so I am good. I also have my "big" coat even though it's supposed to be mild.
My doctor wants to see me in person in February. I have decided not to ask Jack to take me as it seems a little personal. If my gut is telling me no I am going to listen. I will call my cab driver buddy instead. Or maybe my aunt can help. I could even do a Uber.
I am wearing some of my new thrift shop jeans. They fit great and I will enjoy them today. Pockets could be better but that's not major.
That's it for now.
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