Thursday

 So my boss has this thing where she doesn't clearly tell me what to do, doesn't give me the information I need to do it, and then gets angry when I can't do it.  

She is currently upset over something like that.  I don't know if it will blow over or not.  

Assuming it does, I need to figure out a way to protect myself from this happening again.  I assume I work with her tonight so I will ask ALL the questions I need so I can finish.  

It's not much but it is my job.  Overall I enjoy doing it.  Yesterday I got 17K steps doing it.  

It was weird on my way home last night; the only open seat was in the front near the driver, who felt like talking for a change.  He asked me about my genetic makeup (not in those words).  I told him as far as I know I am white with some Native American.  Then he was talking about street food vendors like "we should go get some" which was really strange.  

Not that he might be interested but a couple months ago I was standing up front talking to him one day and he told me to go sit down.  He was pretty abrupt about it and I thought I had gotten the message.  But now that he (likely) won't see me again he's interested?  

Now I wouldn't date a recipient unless he was already saved and walking strong in his faith.  And I cannot, will not, date a guy who is not saved and strong in it.  I have done that before it is a world of pain.  So that's not going anywhere but I may have the awkward job of telling him that if he asks me out.  

It was just an odd day - it's been a pretty awful week to be honest.  I did at least get a decent amount of sleep last night with the cats and I did he Neti pot already which is hopefully going to be the worst part of my day today.  

I need to figure out my lunch, though.  Do I want to eat a big meal before work?  I like doing that when I work nights then it doesn't matter when they tell me to go to lunch.  

About drivers again I had 5 yesterday, 3 of them were new although one of the "new" guys said he had had me before.  That was a little different for me.  The official start date for the new drivers is the 21st.  

The first driver I had was new and she almost passed me up, I was waving my flashlight at her.  I will definitely carry that every day!  

I did my Bible study a lot about not worrying which I will focus on.  I will feel better when I can see my boss and judge her mood.  One time she wrote me up right after I came in (what I was asked to do the night before would have been impossible for 5 people).  Other times she was aggravated about something one day but not the next.  It just depends.  She is very unpredictable.  

And I need to ensure somehow that my moods are not feeding off hers.  That's a bad trend I picked up from Ron "WE'RE having a good day, WE are not".  

So I need to work on having a good day before I even see her today.  

I got an early start today so I still have an hour before I even need to leave, and I already cleaned the toilet.  I do need to work on my shopping list, though, I am getting some stuff after work tonight.  

That's it for now.