I did talk to Ron about what I put on Facebook and here. I said I would put his ugly behavior online, unless he told me to stop. "Don't worry about it" he replied "Because I will never get like that again." Oh, if I had a dollar - pay off the mortgage.
I told him, back when things were very bad back in 2010 (see for yourself), I actually posted "Run Away" - the music video, the day before I went to stay with my aunt. We laughed. Yeah, it was that bad and he knew it.
If you believe in "luck" he's "lucky" I came back.
Then he said he didn't want to talk about the past so we changed subjects.
I did have a laugh to myself. I played "Run Away" again, then looked up symptoms of caregiver burnout (yes, many). I looked up diet pills, side effects, and contraindications.
Looks like I'll be sticking to the decaf green tea for a while. I may be depressed, but I have no desire to hurt myself. Thank you, lithium.
Someone did a study, and found that suicide rates were really low in communities that had lithium in the water supply. It's good stuff. I'm glad I take it.
I know "they" log all my internet searches and God knows what else. I thought to myself, someone, somewhere, knows I am a fat, burned-out caregiver. I just find that funny.
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