Well, things are moving along. It will be a few days before I hear anything firm.
I have 2 choices. I can worry about details that may never matter; and let all the stress consume me - or I can choose to leave it all up to God and simply take care of myself and Ron, the best I'm able.
I've chosen the later. I was quite pleased. Ron and I were planning trips and he started to ask me to help him buy liquor, then corrected himself and said he'd take a cab, instead. I'm happy he understands I won't "help". I was delighted I didn't have to say a word at all.
Yesterday, all the stress and bad energy and such... I made it a point to care for myself. I read a nice inspirational romance novel. I took a nice hot bath with some lavender oil. I set off a 96-count Pearl firework yesterday, and today. It made a LOVELY display, especially for $2.29.
I thought Ron was reckless when he bought several, but now I'm glad he did. I am choosing peace. I am not going to get sucked into DRAMA.
I have a ton of emails, which I will review but not at the moment. Either I will get my glass of water, or I won't. Either they will sabatoge what I'm doing, or they won't. It's their choice.
God also laid some good ideas on me for the job hunt. One being, get a weekend job only. Plenty of places are desperate for help on the weekends. All the young kids want to go out and party. Friday night means something to them; something that's irrelevant to this "old' married lady. He also told me to write up a job description, of everything I do. Boy, that will take a while! I can present that in interviews to demonstrate my versatility and flexability.
In the meantime, I'll take care of myself. That's the only healthy thing I can do.
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Heather, I used to run a resume-writing service, so if you want me to take a look at what you've put together, I'd be honoured to help.
((((Hugs))))
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