I don't have what you might consider the traditional phobias.
I am afraid of large and aggressive dogs. If I see someone walking a dog that seems iffy, I'll cross the street. I also check to make sure the fence is sturdy when I pass a certain house on my way to the bus stop.
Ron was hit by a car while crossing the street. He had the right of way, the driver ran a red light. Not surprisingly, since the accident I have had a fear of crossing the street, particularly very busy streets (we have an abundance in Houston). I can get pretty anxious, particularly if I had too much caffeine. Certain streets (like Veteran's, or 249) are completely impossible for me.
Heights. I can't even go in the attic. I would love to be the chick cleaning out the gutters and trimming trees, but I can barely get on the stepladder. I fell down the stairs when I was a toddler, at least once that I remember (and was just left to cry on my own - people wonder why my mother lost custody). I'm not a fan of heights. Poor Dad built "the kids" a tree house. The "younger kids" (my level) was about 6-7 feet off the ground. I was scared to death of it. Dad basically dragged me up there and I huddled in the middle, quivering. I also had a panic attack when he threw me, playfully, off the garage roof into a massive leaf pile (the leaves were about 7 feet high in a cylidrical enclosure, about 20 feet in diameter). Everyone else had a great time, but I was so hysterical they sent me to bed.
Last but not least, escalators - particularly the high-rise escalators that seem popular in Houston. They go up from the building lobby, 2 or 3 floors, the space gaping and clawing at my back. I always take the elevator.
Thank God I'm not scared of them!
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