It didn't get off to a good start.
Sure, Mom and Dad had come to visit. Sure, we planned to go to Galveston. Sure, I was even getting a new-to-me computer.
Sure enough, the depression hit; weeks long before the visit. Ever tried to clean and organize a home while depressed? Agh. My glasses broke in June, then again last week, and then again on Monday. Time for some new glasses!
So, Sunday, we all had a big family lunch, great to see everyone. I got hammered with a horrible depression, so bad I had to take an antidepressant at night. As a result, I slept horribly and had a few minor auditory "problems".
I lay in bed, hating the vague music that may or may not have existed, and begged God to please help me have a good time regardless. To paraphrase an old story "Please take this and make a good day out of it tomorrow".
Monday, I had broken glasses and couldn't see a thing.
In fact, at work, someone tried to put a bill into all the vending machines. It didn't work. They presented it to me: and even unable to read I could tell it was a fake. It looked ALL wrong. I suggested they go to the credit union.
See, if a banking institution gets a fake bill, they KEEP IT and notify the authorities. She just said never mind. Someone with a real bill would have been a lot more upset.
Hm. Not fun. She wandered off and I went back to work, doing what I could.
Dad called, he was outside. I once read a book that stated you should have the first couple minutes of "contact" as a positive experience, no matter how bad your day. I fear I did not do that, very annoyed at my broken glasses. It was time to go...
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