I don't worry about my parents when I go visit them because they are interdependent on each other and their friend group, one reason I spent half my vacation at a rehab hospital for my adoptive uncle.
When I get home I look around at my life and I don't really have anyone to lean on. Yesterday (and today) I had a vicious migraine. I was literally flat in bed when I was not vomiting in my bucket or running to the bathroom. I had no one to take care of me, I had to make my own Gatorade (from powder I keep on hand), empty my bucket, etc.
The cats were very supportive though they kept rubbing against me when I got sick, meowing at me, wanting pets. Poor things.
I am not vomiting today so I'm going to drag myself into work, it's only a 6 hour shift.
But ugh.
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