Didn't sleep well, anxiety about new job. Woke up with a drilling migraine above my right eye. I have had my eye pressure tested it is not glaucoma; rather, a menstrual migraine. I get a really bad headache "the day of" these days as I transition out of fertility.
And I am OK with that. Lately now and then I do think it might have been nice to have Ron's child so I have a piece of him still, but he/she would have been born blind and Ron did not want that. And I did not want the family curse (mental illness) being passed down either. So I am still OK not having had kids.
And I do have Baby Girl who Ron loved like a daughter. She is 9 though, pretty old for a cat.
I was able to do my God Time and pray for everyone (including you), so happy I did that at least. I feel pretty horrible but I would be able to work. I don't want to take the Fioricet as it has barbituate in it and I may be drug tested. Yes, they would "excuse" it but I would rather not have it out there I have to take that kind of pain killer. If they read here oh well I did say I could work.
So my cycle is due about this time anyway and I did ovulate so I know it's coming. Based on the headache I would say: today.
Other than that it has been a pretty quiet and uneventful day. Spotty did get up in bed with me when I laid down for a while. He was very cute. I saw Cleo at breakfast but not recently, the other cats are scattered around the house like dirty clothes.
That's it for now.
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