Coming to terms with losing my husband and sharing my faith. "A Bible that's falling apart belongs to someone who isn't"
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Ron wanted to know why I was "acting funny" today. Somewhere between the fact he couldn't bother to remember I had a migraine; cursing me out when I had it; buying vodka but not enough to pay me; told him I wished God would let me leave.
5 comments:
Heidi
said...
new rule you get paid first always maybe the day you work?
second rule ..ginger ginger ginger I swear if you start sipping it when you know the migrain is coming on ..it helps the nausea and keeps you prehydrated
I am sorry you are sick
I am sick and depressed myself so you have my empathy
Heather, God isnt making you stay with him. You do gave a choice here. I dontthink God wants anyone to stay married to someone like that. Ever. And if you think he does then there is something very wrong.
5 comments:
new rule you get paid first always maybe the day you work?
second rule ..ginger ginger ginger
I swear if you start sipping it when you know the migrain is coming on ..it helps the nausea and keeps you prehydrated
I am sorry you are sick
I am sick and depressed myself so you have my empathy
Heather, God isnt making you stay with him. You do gave a choice here. I dontthink God wants anyone to stay married to someone like that. Ever. And if you think he does then there is something very wrong.
What I have found the most disturbing, about today: he's just acting the same. Same old poor me party.
As I was on the verge of telling him I would be unavailable to work Monday, due to lack of funds, he decided to pay me.
When we got home, we did the books. Sales are pretty sad. For him, a great excuse to get drunk and yell at God again.
I have a feeling, Buggo, that when it's time to go God will make it very clear.
Heather, is the house in both your names? If not, it should be, unless Texas is a community property state.
Yeah, it's in both our names. The mortgage is all his, though.
GAH. I'm so tired my brain hurts. I'll be going to bed early.
I really want to do whatever God has planned for me. I know trying to do things in my own strength could end up ugly.
Ideally, Ron would realize he has problems and work on getting them fixed, making me a valued priority. That to me is the ideal.
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