I almost texted Buddy to tell him how much I appreciate his driving (between us totally aside from anything else). I decided against it. We chatted a little on the way home and I stuck to "Have a great day off".
My other A team driver has tomorrow off too. No wonder I hate riding home on Wednesdays.
My boss is impossible. I busted my butt doing something that's not my job. She said I did it "very fast" (and accurately), she was obviously pleased, but then she went off on me because I had "only" been able to do the work of 2 people today and not 3. I'm good; I'm not that good. I told her that. She said I should. Then she let something slip.
God allowed me to see under the cactus facade and see the real person underneath. I was still upset and demoralized but my angle was better.
She is living to get to retirement. I am dying to have a little talk with her and tell her retirement doesn't matter, quit now, do something you love. She is good at logistics. She would be great at a food bank or something. Instead she's tearing herself up at a job she hates, for what - a day that may never come.
She's on my top 5 list of "Associate I'm going to find stroked out on the floor one day". I don't normally talk much about her but this is something she could read. I know better than anyone. I ran an errand and found my husband dead. Our future was over like THAT.
I had said everything I needed to but we didn't have as much quality time as we could have done. My only consolation; as he worked himself to death I was at his side, day and night, getting it done. Otherwise I'd have never seen him.
He used to stress out so much over work. And for what? Before he was even cold someone took his business. I was out in the street scrambling for work. It was awful.
Time is short, people. Focus on time with people you love, it's the only thing that matters.
Speaking of time I need to go to bed. But let me show you my meals in pictures.
Breakfast:
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