It's been a long while since I had a depression this bad

 Not for the weak let me tell you.  

I slept OK woke up thirsty several times (normal with my medication).  

I did some cleaning up and will put the Christmas stuff (mostly clothes, some unused greeting cards, etc.) in the garage later.  

I have lentils soaking and will make some up later.  That would be a good quick meal on my break.  

Spotty's ear looks much better.  He likes to get in my lap when I'm on the computer but has very good manners and does not touch anything on the desk.  It looks much better and I applied some more Silver Sulfadiazine (per the tube) cream.  He wiggled a little but I don't think it's hurting like it was yesterday, he got pretty upset yesterday but did the flatten his ears back and run thing vs. lashing out (he is a very good boy as long as you don't pet him past his shoulders).  He stayed in my lap after I did it, for more pets.  

I would have photos but I have to assume the pest can and will take anything I post, twist it for her agenda in the sick name of "helping".  

You want to help?  Send me money.  Send me Iams Urinary dry cat food.  Send me individually wrapped hard candy to hand out.  Send me Bibles for God's sake I will never turn away a Bible (unless it's some cult Bible like the "Recovery" or "New World" translation).  

Sick.  Sick.  Sick.  Nothing better to do than pick on me.  What am I?  Nothing.  I'm one soul in a sea of 3 billion.  I just talk a lot.  And I can't even have comments anymore!  I probably shouldn't even have the blog but I have to draw a line somewhere.  

OK I'm done with my tantrum and I didn't even use anything profane.  

I need to do the dishes first, then I can look in the fridge and plan out some meals.  I have a lot (about 15) eggs.  I plan to cook them up; have some with beans, cheese, and salsa (the spicy charro beans are excellent, and I've found I like eggs and beans together), have the rest with the more traditional ground sausage.  

I need to check the use by date on my raw chicken as well that will determine a lot.  

But I've got to get started on those dishes...