Saturday night

 Sometimes I get interactions from my OTC headache pills, and my medication.  Nothing major, just a weak, dizzy, feeling.  

Happily I don't have to work.  But I'm not very perky.  

I tried my, uh, snack.  It wasn't good.  It had some other spice in it and whatever it is I don't like it.  I think I would have been fine with just the red pepper and the clove.  Also it wasn't crunchy.  It was more of a saltine cracker consistency, one that had been left out too long.  

But I tried it.  I have been making changes.  

* Dyed my hair, started taking better care of it.  

*  Wearing a little makeup now and then (low key).  

*  Thinking more about what I wear.  

*  Fixing up the house more.  After all, I have to live here.  

*  Started cooking again; not just to survive but to enjoy my food.  Started sharing my food to good reviews.  

* Gave my number to someone I liked.  Sending him infrequent, encouraging, messages (I sent him one today "Stay warm!  Have a great day!").  Putting myself out there as available.  

*  Stopped talking so much about Ron.  

I am happy with the changes I've made, nothing major (except maybe the hair).  My friend talked me into waiting on doing the henna.  

Likely I will go to bed early.  That's it for now.