I have been in this chair for over an hour with Biscuit in my lap. I have been thinking about Ron.
How he didn't really have a choice about marrying me.
How I have a lot of baggage, some of it unknown at the time.
Deep down I wonder about any man signing up for that.
Biscuit loves me. I value that. Will anyone else? I don't know; I wish I did.
If I opened my Bible and it said "Heather you're going to die single" I would work on accepting that and making my.life rich.
For instance the Handouts are very important to me. I'm going to keep doing them now matter what unless God calls me off.
In the meantime I will sit in my chair under a purring old house cat and love him back.
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