Stir fry and evening medication do not get along! I got pretty sick but happily kept everything down.
Interestingly enough my meds love lentils which I have in abundance. I will just take my pills with the lentils.
I slept OK for me, I'm eating some porridge I cooked up on Saturday. I cooked it with some cut up Granny Smith apples and some dried fruit, I also put a little "real" maple syrup on top. It's pretty good.
I am trying to focus on whole grains, complete proteins if at all possible. I'm serving the lentils with either rice or cheese to do that.
I had a glitch with my account recently. I was getting emails with my bank statement every day. My aunt is also on the account which is relevant. I also put my Dad on the account to get the savings account balance every day. They signed him up for everything and like most people I don't want my Dad knowing my every transaction. So I asked them to take him off the checking email. They did. They also took me off the checking email and they can't seem to put me back. That is very frustrating.
Other than this I do love my bank.
Spotty's home, meowing at me. He wants me to do my God Time so he can get in my lap for treats.
The problem with leaving the house in the dark; I can't "read" the sky to see if it's going to rain. I have my poncho that's about all I can do.
I don't plan to bring a lot of junk with me to work. Some things I can't avoid but I'm trying to pare it down. I'm going to go through my backpack after I do my God Time and purge anything I don't need today.
Later:
My aunt fixed things with the bank, we hope. I had a 3-cat pileup in my lap during my Bible Study, Cleo fell off and scratched my arm on her way down. So all day I was smiling when I'd see the scratch on my arm (not bad).
Work was OK.
I saw Buddy on the way home. He didn't want to talk; I respect that. I don't think he is interested. There is a chance he is, somewhat, but also conflicted because I don't match what he wants in a woman. There is a chance of that maybe 5% I'd say. The other 95% he is not interested and has his own issues.
I will say it was notable he ran over a curb that has never caused him any problems before. I think he had something on his mind I don't know what. I am not good at reading men.
To add insult to injury, I had a homeless guy checking me out at the bus stop. A thug on the bus kept looking at me trying to figure out if I'd reciprocate. And the married guy at work, who flirts outrageously, called me "sweetheart" which my boss overheard. She was teasing me about him until I told her (this is not the critical one) he's married then she agreed NO WAY.
Can I please be appealing to a DECENT man, please?
I did text a confidante today I don't understand why I even have a drive at all. I asked God to take that unless He wanted me to remarry. He took it for a while, now it's back. And there is no husband. And why do I have a drive anyway? My meds are supposed to kill all that; and my age. But it's there.
Being a practicing evangelical Christian I am not going to do anything about it except pray. It's inconvenient and embarrassing. I don't need thoughts in my head. I really thought I was done with this.
Highly unusual for me, I was working on a migraine when I got off the bus. So I took some Aleve, cold diet iced tea, and some chips. Hopefully that will kill it.
Worst case my migraines last about 12 hours on average and it will be wrapping up when it's time to leave for work.
That's it for now!
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