It's interesting, the things I notice when I'm manic.
I bumped into a wall going to bed last night (a regular occurance) right next to the hurricane map. It's hung on the wall with tape. I outlined the borders with a hot glue gun so Ron can "feel" Cuba VS Florida, etc. I glued a bead onto Houston so he can "find" it easily.
I guess that qualifies as art. It dates back to 2005. A very cheap, basic map with glue borders and a bead on Houston.
I was working on an entire map of Houston, but Frosty (cat) kept eating my landmarks. Ron took one look at a piece of it and said "It's too big for me", so I threw it out eventually.
My only other "Art" is an abstract my mother made, clearly while manic. It's oil on a canvas, mainly coral, wedgewood, and hunter green. I think it represents a sunrise. She called it "Happiness". I display it because my mother made it, I don't have much of her.
Honestly, if I found it at a yard sale I wouldn't buy it. If anything, I like nature posters - full color photos of something in nature.
I like fall colors, so while living in CA I had a poster of fall woods taped to my closet door. I liked seeing it when I got up and went to bed. I also had a waterfall surrounded by a white sand beach, with woods around the beach. It seemed so lovely and private.
I found it again years ago. I had it in the closet for a while, depressed. One day I got manic and put it up on the wall, but the guys who 'fixed" my home after the water damage - flooding from Allison, used cheap texture on the walls to disguise some very bad drywall taping. The adhesive didn't stick, and the poster sagged.
While I was at work, one of the cats decided this flapping, hanging, edge made a great target. By the time I got home the entire poster was on the floor and unsalvagable. I was mad, but mostly at myself. I should have figured it might happen.
That was it for art, for quite a while.
Now I'm thinking it would be nice to find a fall woods poster and mount that over my computer room loveseat. I have the loveseat covered in an orange sheet. I have a red towel on my folding chair. I have yellow-orange gradient pillows on the loveseat, and a pumpkin orange fleece blanket hanging off the end of the loveseat so I won't bash my foot on the loveseat again (I broke a toe pretty badly a year or two back, doing that). I think a fall woods would be very pretty and fit right in.
I don't have a lot of consistent "likes" in my life. I like pasta, cats, nature, Ron, and Law & Order. Nearly every other like comes and goes like the tides, according to my neurotransmitters. I always, no matter my mood, like fall colors. So it seems a safe choice, it will perk me when I'm depressed and cheer me when I'm manic.
I just need to find something I love, and can afford. A lot of art is incredibly overpriced. Of course it will have to be framed, and nailed into the wall somehow.
I have other things I need, though, like new glasses. So I think I'll find something I like, bookmark it, and save it for later.
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