Friday afternoon

 I am really tired but I couldn't nap when I laid down.  

One of my bosses included me on a group text.  I did need the information.  

The washer did OK getting the clothes clean but they were pretty soggy.  

I am eating illegal amounts of peppermints and have no appetite for anything else.  Normally I am very thirsty but I'm not.  I am urinating so not worried.  

My sinuses are finally clear.  It was very odd to me how fast my head clogged up Tuesday night as my fever and sore throat escalated.  I'm pretty sure it was a flu.  

But that's a good track record, that was 19 years since my last flu!  

No vaccines either.  

I have been pushing myself hard, obviously I need to take it easy for a while.  

This reel sums up about the first 3 years of my life: 

https://www.facebook.com/reel/1666496513950220

If it doesn't work for you it's a full grown gray and white female cat, clearly has given birth to a tiny gray and white lookalike newborn kitten.  The human presents the baby to the mom cat, who keeps backing away and begins gagging.  

That, right there, is the first 3 years of my life!  

Going to test the link and come back.  It works.  

If you don't have Facebook on your device it probably won't.  I'm not bitter it's more sad than anything.  

Family can break your heart like nothing else, I have a bipolar family member clearly off his meds, just going off the rails, nothing we can do.  Thinks God is a (censored).  He's not.  We all have hard times; I at least want God to use my hard times for good.  I have told him Whatever it takes to get people saved and in Your arms.  I mean it, too.  Even if it means I get horrifically sick every time I do a Bible Handout, or have a major depression (I noticed the timing on this).  

I have to think I wouldn't have all these trials if I wasn't doing something.  I am happy to be blind.  I think the worst thing would be me finding out I am making some kind of eternal impact.  Nope, keep me dumb.  I'll just keep handing out my candy and Bibles.  

I hate hate hate wearing a mask but I will the next couple days at work.  I can't get someone sick.  I can't live with that.  I had a hard enough time doing an abortion on Mama cat (there, I said it).  That was a cat.  A human?  Harming or killing one?  No.  Only in defense.  

I got some nice tracts when I was sick.  I am very excited to hand them out, particularly "Excuses Excuses" which I apparently ordered a lot!  

I will wash my hands first, wear a glove and mask when doing them up (and clothes, of course!).