Monday, June 2, 2025

I don't hate my body

 I think it does an amazing job.  I'd be happy if I woke up at my goal weight one day but I'm not stressing about it.

I ask a lot of it, I have a brutal schedule, hours on my feet, miles of walking even on my days off.  I have had a fantastic recovery from my arm injury.  

My mind as well, battling what I do.  It doesn't ask for much.  

Yesterday I basically spent the whole day napping.  This morning I got up at about 3.  

It's my preference to get up 3 hours before I need to leave, that way I'm not rushed.  I think it is very important to equip myself with prayer and Bible study before I walk out the door, not to mention it takes a while to do up the outreach - I want to be led on that. 

So about 4 am found me in the shower, violently nauseous.  I went to work like that last week and it was a terrible day.  I couldn't face that again.  So I called out and went back to bed.  

I feel a little better; I don't regret the choice.  That's it for now.  

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